29 july 2019

Helloo its 2nd year graphics for me right now. im currently situated in Loni, outskirts of pune, getting my design degree.

I was slightly apprehensive on starting this again, but hey i can add a bit of details here of my life :D 

So today is Logo making and thats what we r working on.

Class is kinda boring rn and I really want to be sleeping because not like i dont like this course but im not getting any sorta inspiration to like make spot on logos.

 Im trying to get sum good inspiration, i feel like i wanna work after sometime else.

So my class is pretty chill, i usually hang around w hashmeet, saniya and palasa in class.

we have like around 54 people. 

And well, my share of drama has also happened in the past few days, :P in terms of the guy area.

i was jus thinking about how im like so average, you know. when i take the zoomed out version of myself, and take myself into the worlds perspective, im just a girl, getting a design degree, living in a hostel, roommates w my alnost like best friend, 

pursuing my dream job. 

My day usually goes by me going for breakfast if i dont sleep in late, then gettin ready, takin a bath, comin to class, catchin lunch w my friends, sometimes alone, then prolly go for a workshop or movie, going for occassional trips outsidea campus, chillin w friends in the lawn, which is like therapeuticcc

and of course finishin ma work. u know i think i should rlllyyyyyy be working much much harder in what i do u know.

btww yest was such a cool day because i met my best friend gujju and it was actually like so much fun. we hung around for like pretty much 5 hours, we met in phoenix, had a beer and nachos at pop tates, roamed around.

it was a much needed break. 

also well i was textin and snappin a guy friend for so long, we had kissed on a dare before, we had unsure crushes on each orher but we both werent ready to date, we talked about it kinda indirectly.

and well after vacays he told my roommate he likes me n stuff but well ofc there gots to be another obdtacle being his best girl diend and i think its a toxic rltionship but oh well/

we have limited talking a lot but i guess i can just roll with it, and its kind of weird with her cause i get like bad vibes from her, and theyre like weirdly too close to each other, dont wanna mess with that. better stay away, huge fuckin red flagssss . 

well i have been reading this book called the magic of thinking big, it seems like rlly cool for like changing my perspective towards life,alSO i have decided on being much more positive in life, and being like calmer everydayyy. And i know im goin g to make the best of theis life everyday and 

learn how to get my shit together.

Well u know writing this diary isnt that bad either its kinda therapuetic tbh,

I will just write basic stuff here eryday 

ok well i guess enough for today, see you whenever my mind wanders away from rl and i start typing mindlessly.