Heyyy.
I binged like 5 episodes of Awkward which is kinda not cool. Because emotional much+ I can't really afford to watch it?
(Jenna and Matty's love is so real I couldn't evenn.)
I have History in like 4 days. I was full on psyched to get like full marks in everything and be a topper, but haha. Because I feel like an utter failure.
Day before yesterday, came NID's result and as much as I knew I was not gonna get in (poor time management plus stressed and anxious like a bitch during the exam) I was so mad at myself because my rank was like 1632. NOT COOL. Plus, it was like my dream college. And even if I were close to the rank and couldn't get in, it would still be reassuring to know that my chances would be better next year cause I wanna get in the college REAL BAD.
also my marks were 57.5, 50 being my gk, which means my drawing got only like what 7.5. AND the cutoff was 69.5. UGHH,
Niharika and 3 people from my class got in. Lucky af.
But the thing is it really does depend on your luck, plus I'm going to college, prolly NIFT, so I really don't think I'll be able to keep up with NID.
But you know what they say, if you want something really bad and work for it honestly, you can ace it. SOOO I'll try my best.
I can completely remember how I couldn't really keep up with even my 12th studies let alone the designing prep, cause my mental health was killing me. I am in a better position now, hopefully but you know it's not even like a have a good social life.
Strong social connections are necessary for survival.
Anyway let's not push that too much.
What I've gathered is that I need to do the following things:
Read the paper everyday.
Being curious about like everything
sketching 10 sketches everyday
SOMEHOW, just increase your creativity
Anyway, it's my paper after somedays and I gotta give it the best. Wish me luck, hope I don't pass out to bed somehow.
I binged like 5 episodes of Awkward which is kinda not cool. Because emotional much+ I can't really afford to watch it?
(Jenna and Matty's love is so real I couldn't evenn.)
I have History in like 4 days. I was full on psyched to get like full marks in everything and be a topper, but haha. Because I feel like an utter failure.
Day before yesterday, came NID's result and as much as I knew I was not gonna get in (poor time management plus stressed and anxious like a bitch during the exam) I was so mad at myself because my rank was like 1632. NOT COOL. Plus, it was like my dream college. And even if I were close to the rank and couldn't get in, it would still be reassuring to know that my chances would be better next year cause I wanna get in the college REAL BAD.
also my marks were 57.5, 50 being my gk, which means my drawing got only like what 7.5. AND the cutoff was 69.5. UGHH,
Niharika and 3 people from my class got in. Lucky af.
But the thing is it really does depend on your luck, plus I'm going to college, prolly NIFT, so I really don't think I'll be able to keep up with NID.
But you know what they say, if you want something really bad and work for it honestly, you can ace it. SOOO I'll try my best.
I can completely remember how I couldn't really keep up with even my 12th studies let alone the designing prep, cause my mental health was killing me. I am in a better position now, hopefully but you know it's not even like a have a good social life.
Strong social connections are necessary for survival.
Anyway let's not push that too much.
What I've gathered is that I need to do the following things:
Read the paper everyday.
Being curious about like everything
sketching 10 sketches everyday
SOMEHOW, just increase your creativity
Anyway, it's my paper after somedays and I gotta give it the best. Wish me luck, hope I don't pass out to bed somehow.
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